Look at my social media, and you’re prob all, “Where’d the yoga go?” Just yesterday, a really close friend texted me: “I’m super excited about all your mountain bike successes, but girl, what happened to the yoga?!?” It’s there, girl. It has taken its seasonal place, following the pulsing rule of life, like all things natural. It’s not out front, but man do I got my yoga goin’ on. Because right now, it’s fucking racing season.
So, this 46-year-old yogi who got all competitive this year is gonna tell you how yoga played in with my mountain bike (MTB) race last weekend, and how it is the core of the experience every. time. I. ride.
It was my first time doing one of these crazy mass-starting, dude-dominated, beer-tenting races, and I wasn’t all “I got this.” Don’t get me wrong, that element is my thing. 😉 I knew the George Wyth MTB Race expertly put on by Cedar Valley Association for Soft Trails (CVAST) was the total shit. It was what I didn’t know that had my head feeling off. Things like, If I hit the singletrack trail entry ahead of a faster rider, holding them up, I’d be an assy newbie. And a fall I had two days before had left me riding uncharacteristically cautiously, tight, not applying what I knew. And my legs. My legs! They were sluggy. They hadn’t been the “these legs don’t stop!” legs I’d bragged about on the final days of RAGBRAI (the epic annual 500-mile road ride across the state of Iowa). So – was I gonna totally bomb my first MTB race?
Enter race day yoga. I rolled in enough time the morning of the race for a yoga practice. Just 20 minutes. It was 3 parts – physical, physical + mental, and mental – with the purpose of prepping for free-feel riding, and to loosen up from that recent fall in more ways than one.
Part 1: A brief physical yoga practice consisting of targeted dynamic range-of-motion movements for freedom where a mountain biker needs it most.
Part 2: Add vision, using vision to lead movement into dynamic stretches, replicating what a mountain biker’s whole system does as they ride a trail.
Part 3: (a) Meditative presencing of my body, (b) Visualization of successfully navigating tricky race thingies, and (c) Embedding of specific race day intentions.
So there’s the yoga, bitch! (She said with utmost love!) Now – who wants some o’ that? Hmmm. I should post a video of Parts 1 and 2 some time, and get it on Singletracks.com or some shit. 🙂
Now I’ll get all personal. What exact things did I do in that Part 3?
Presencing My Body
Presencing my body was a simple practice I include in the centering part of every yoga class I teach. (I feel like the more I say “yoga,” the less you gonna worry ‘bout me bagging on it. That was number 10, for the record.) I got this practice from my main teacher, Karina Mirsky. Here’s the statement to cue yourself into it: “Rest your awareness in the entire space occupied by your body.” There. BAM. I like to remind people it’s not mind over matter. It’s mind with matter. Mind and body in one field. That’s what you get to feel when you do this. It’s a great space to be in when physical performance is a priority.
Visualization – Seeing and Feeling
Visualization that morning covered those unknown things that had me ungrounded. You know, how not to be the assy newbie holding people back, or the locked-down me still living in my crash two days before, or the heavy-legged grinder. I saw – and sometimes felt – myself in positive versions of these situations, executing specific strategies to be successful in them. I saw myself successfully shredding the first section of singletrack, doing my thing, no concerns of anyone who may or may not be on my tail. I saw and felt myself use proper weight shift entering tight turns, to avoid the wash-out kind of crash I had experienced with the dry hard-pack too-smooth trail conditions that continued. I felt myself riding light – arms, legs, whole body responsive.
Embedding Intention: Gettin’ Flow
And that leads me to my last pre-race mental practice: intention. Oh how I love thee, intention! Give me intention or give me… a sucky dead race!
I knew that “body responsive” thing was key. Fear-based cautious riding = seizing. An unresponsive body, locked up. So, I had three things I wanted to feel that day, in this order: Soften. Be responsive. Flow. You soften to be responsive. When you’re responsive, you flow. Literally, flowing on the flowy trails, sure. But also, that mind and body together thing. That way you feel when you’re all-in on an experience.
What is that kind of flow? It’s what happens when skill level = level of challenge. That’s the fascinating psychological state of flow that Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi identified 40 years ago and continues to study. Another phrase he uses for it is “optimal experience.” Yeah. I be likin’ all over that.
Flow in this sense is something I’m getting involved with now, in my community, thanks to Gary Gute and the Creative Life Research Center he built here at the University of Northern Iowa. Gary’s hatching up some amazing things, working with The Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi. And I’m actively supporting what Gary’s bringing to my community. Because I can’t resist me some solid karma yoga – the yoga of action, and better yet, activism. (Plus, that Gary always “likes” my MTB flow posts on Facebook, and writes gushy comments.)
Flow theory explains why cautious riding = seizing: because when the challenge – actual or perceived – is greater than your skill level, the state you experience is anxiety. This triggers sympathetic nervous system responses to seize, defend. The opposite of soften, respond. See how I got all that to flow full-circle? 😉
So, I sat for a bit the morning of my race, and I let myself feel my first two intentions. Soften. Be responsive. I felt them, and through that, I could believe they were available for me to feel any time. I was ready to flow. I visualized myself on the trail, softening, being responsive, and damn if I wasn’t flowing like a badass shredder!
Flow state in yoga is the pre-meditative state known as dharana. (See that? I said yoga! Again! And I used a Sanskrit word!) Dharana is an intense, all-in focus on the one thing you’re experiencing. It’s like mindfulness, if mindfulness was on crack.
Often, experiences of flow happen when we are engaged in something with a significant physical component. Because it’s easier to get out of treating our heads as a separate thing, to get free from following all the flow-stopping shit running around in them. I’ve got some challenges in my life right now. Some things that are hard for me to hold but are mine alone to hold. So I won’t be sharing them. I’ll just let you know that when I’m mountain biking, I’m freed from the painful places my head sometimes goes.
How’d all this yoga shtuffs work for me, then? I rode clean. I was zoned in. Legs weren’t all they could be, and over-caution reared up a few times, but I was feeling so alive out there. And then – I won my race. Good feels.
So, now ya know. I get my yoga on every time I’m on the trail. I do conscious yoga practices when I’m not on the trail, for personal growth – including growth in mountain biking and all the empowerment that comes with it. And I scored the word “yoga” over 20 fucking times in this blog, baby! (And only two f-bombs!)
So let’s yoga on, ride on, flow on. Give yourself permission for optimal experience – being all-in on something you love. Know that people may worry about you. They may judge you and they may question your judgment. So what. Get it. Get it anyway.
Tagged: competition, CVAST, dharana, flow, focus, intention, meditation, Mihaly, Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi, mountain bike, MTB, optimal experience, racing, singletrack, visualization, yoga
Yeah!!! Flow on, sister. Flow on.
You too, dance flow guru. <3
You know, I still have issues trying to come up with a real intention when I do my practice. I sometimes have a few in mind, but they feel clunky.
Well, I better get back to my intention of completing and going live with my online intention-setting program! (Seriously – it’s coming!)
Oh Mary, Mary, Mary….i do love the word ‘flow’…it conjures visions of peaceful rivers, and those wonderful cattle ravines that are so weirdly beautiful with the bright green mossy grass contrasting all the dead trees and wood scattered about…gentle stream flowing through it all…fell in love with those places when i came to Iowa and still seek them out…regardless, flow is gentle and intense and a great state to be in… it is there for the taking in all that we do…great article MTB Yogi 🙂
I like how you used the word “flow” with “great state.” That “great” part is key. In all the conversations I’ve had about this lately, I keep finding myself using the phrase “something greater.” Like this: Something greater than day-to-day living. Connecting to something greater. Some of us crave something greater. Call it “the divine” or call it “something greater.” All that has come out of my mouth in the last few days.
I used to use “something greater” all the time. It’s making it’s way back! 2015 – The Year of… Something Greater?!?
Well this concept of “flow” is new to me! I watched the TedX talk and it helped me understand….some!:) Loved the chart with skill on the x axis and challenge on the Y axis, helped me understand a lot. I’m a little sad…I dont think I experience flow much in my daily life, damn mind!! I do agree that tough physical challenges make reaching a state of flow easier…I suppose because if your not focused, you could get hurt, so your mind zeros in on what your doing and nothing else. I have experienced my current definition of flow, skiing. Your going real fast on uneven terrain and your not thinking about anything else…just in your body, brain going WEEEEEEEEEEE! Maybe being on the back of a horse running too! Diving is more of a calm flow for me…more caught in the moment and nothing else matters kind of feeling. Anyway, this intrigues me…I not only want to understand this more….I want more flow in my life!! And congrats again on your win! If thats not empowering I dont know what is!
Yes – you GET IT in skiing! Maybe those other things, too! You flow!
Yesterday, at Kayoga, I asked everyone to introduce themselves with “what you do,” “what you like to do,” and “where you experience flow in your life.” Turns out that was just the right amount of info to see connections between us! The outdoor environment and the physical challenge played a part in everyone’s flow times.
And, yoga is not one of my flow times. MTB and writing are. I love my yoga practice, physical and mental, and consider it a “readying” practice. I have often said it is my support system for my life. So that I am ready, in so many ways, to handle, grow, succeed.
Then I realized later that there are moments in teaching when I am in a surrendered state and it’s like things really come through me. I think, though, that this is something different. It’s an aligning with something greater, but not through the experience. The experience of teaching doesn’t bring it on. The surrender does. So perhaps this is just another example of how my yoga practice readies me. I have learned that thing called surrender. 🙂
Nice post Mary! It was great meeting you out at the race. You did kick ass out there for an old broad 🙂
Seriously though you impressed me. If you get my E-mail out of this post send me a good book on dharana. I love mindfulness and meditation but I’m often a bit too intense for these so would be good to mix in some serious white knuckle focus on being. Like going down that freakin hill at the race without tapping the breaks until you drift into the turn at the bottom with a maniacal smile on your face. Woohoo! (Break out Song #2 by Blur at this point)
PS Not going to make your race in Iowa but good luck!
You know, I had to come back tonight and read this again. I realized while out riding today that this blog post has kind of changed the way I ride. It’s made me more fearless, a little more daring and ready to just tackle shit because I know I can just adjust to whatever comes next. Keep it all flowy and organic and shit. I’ve been doing DDPYoga off and on for the past year and a half or so, so the idea of just being flowy isn’t lost on me. It’s just a matter of remembering that you don’t always have to hit your spots and go from here to there, boom boom boom, but just… let it be. Pretty rad. 🙂
Dude. And this is why I write. Holy fuck. A bike bro had a fucking breakthrough. Score!
So, it sounds like your intention is that “responsive” thing. We are responsive beings. Naturally. So ride that nature! Ride!
Love this !!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️